Just thinking.

I know that I haven't written in a few days, but I have been praying and thinking about certain position and situation in my life. You know many things have changed in my life at this time, you know I realize taking care of a 7 month old baby isn't as easy as it may seem, especially when you are going to school, and you have to work. But no matter what I have been placing the Lord before everything that I do, and I know that he will provide what is needed to keep moving forward.

I have also been working on the proposal to be able to build and establish a ministry God has placed in my heart, a vision that has so many provision I find myself seeking a new way of getting things in order. It is very hard, but I have been though rougher things then this in my life. I have been up, as well as down, I have seen many unreasonable actions in my life, as well as discomfort that has placed me in a state of bewilderment at times, but through it all, God has always keep me focus and has always inform me that through his wisdom and love all things shall come to past.

I am not afraid of who I am now, and I know that there is a purpose that I have to achieve in this life of mines. I know that when it comes to class and studying my school work, I could be doing better then what I am, even though I am looking at a B out of both of my class's, I feel with a little more hard work I could have achieved a A grade. But like I said so many changes has happen in my life these past week months, I didn't consider that once you change one part of your life, other parts shall be effect as a outcome and you most be prepared to deal with those changes, and that is what I have come to see. I ask the Lord to grant me more strength and more knowledge in doing all that is need to continue to be the minister and friend he has chosen me to be in this life of mines. Well; since I am now back on track, and I feel a flow of understanding come forth within my mind, I will be writing within this blog once again, not just with knowledge of who I am, but with answer and scriptures from what the Holy Spirit is now leading me to place within this blog. So I pray that blog not only help others, but grant me more insight on the ability of being a good minister and friend to those God will place within my life.
God Bless