Philippians 4:6-7“Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” . |
There is so much about life even I haven’t learn yet. I been working over time trying to get my grades in order, and to make sure that i am doing the will of God, like he has given unto me to do.
Most people don’t realize that it is hard to keep doing what is right, or how to make sure that you are not out here doing what others may feel is wrong. I something feel as if I am being watch, or that every move I make people are betting to see if i am going to fall apart and fail. My intentions is not to be perfect or greater then the next men, but to just show the world how God took a nobody, and turn him into somebody, in order to tell everybody about this special someone. Nothing more is on my mind but to do as God has placed me in the stages of life to do.
Even as I work on developing the vision he has given me, and with every step it seems as if I have so many disappointments, and I ask God if you know that it wasn’t going to be easy why didn’t you give me someone in my life that is trust worthy, dependable and willing to work with me and not against me. I know that his plans is greater then mines, and yet I still wonder am I doing things right. Have anyone felt that way? At this point, i am starting my internship at the Proctor Hospital here in Peoria IL. and the strangest things about that is, they really don’t want you to say the name Jesus or God, but to use the terms of Higher Power. Even though I can understand that everyone don’t believe in God or use the name God or Jesus, they may still have a sense of faith, so I have to be very careful how I present the strength of faith to others because i am a man of God, i am Preacher, Minister , Pastor as other may call me.
But at the same time I love the work that I am doing, just seeing these young men and women getting their life in order, after battling a disease called addiction is one true statement of faith.
So at this point, I pray that with each step that I am making God give me the strength to be more then a man of words, but a man of his action. Or as he said about David, i would like to be that man after God’s own heart.
Apostle Tony I. Smith
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